So many things one could pray for but today its for healing. I have chronic arthritis pain which is causing deformity. I want to return to work as an RN but due to health it is growing more and more a dream verses reality. I have newly been diagnosed with AFIB and finding it difficult to adjust. Doctors are talking about cardio version which means they have to shock me. I need a church family. All these issues are depressing me and I find myself thinking I have nothing left to give.