I’m desperately waiting on God. I suffered a brain injury and lost the use of my left arm and my left leg. I spent nearly every day asking for prayer for healing and so far absolutely nothing has changed. I feel desperation, waiting for God to help. I’m losing faith and literally nothing is happening. I’m losing hope and sometimes I wish the brain injury had just killed me. This is too much for me to deal with . Is the Holy Spirit listening? I have five teenagers.  I can’t cook or clean and my husband hasn’t been working because I need help at home. This isn’t fair to me or him. I need God to move in my life. I’m absolutely useless. Lord please allow my body to be put back together in a way that is also pleasing to my husband. I need the paralysis to lift completely in a desperate way.