My husband and I have been married for 51 years. We have been unequally yoked. I have been holding on to the promises of God and believing for a miracle. I feel alone without support. I lost my brother this year and my mom 2 years ago. My children are grown adults and the effects of us being distant shows up. I am in a church grief support group and have been making progress. The worst grief to have is not to be connected to my spouse.