I desperately need prayer. I'm falling apart, my relationship with my ex is making me broken. I'm so sick with a broken heart I feel like can't breath. I miss him and love him but he chose someone else. We have 2 kids and he turned my daughter against me. I cant stop crying and heart hurts its affecting my work and life. All my life been heart break. I never get chosen just a stand in till people find someone better. This hurt is a hurt I cant explain.