I'm 39 and disabled. I was in an accident and can no longer speak clearly. I'm looking for work and have found day trading. I can no longer work in the field I'm trained in so I'm looking for new work. I've applied to social security and it's a mess. I got denied from social security and am in the appeal process. I used to be a welder and God's closed that door. But though it's hard, I'm looking at going back to work in a new field. I want to donate to Christian missions and support medical missions. I'm a father of five kids and they're my life. I guess I'm asking for new strength to pursue my goals. I see the missions field and the persecuted church and want to help. please pray for my life