I have been trying to be strong mentally,physically,emotionally for so long . I am going through so much pain in all the areas & I try to let go of the stuff that I can’t control and surrender it to God but each day it’s a reminder of reality in my life. In 2 weeks or less I will have to be in a car because I don’t have a stable job or support. My older sister stopped talking to me and is angry because I spoke up and asked her to not mistreat my mother . My husband went from Christian to a person that believes in Buddhism and does not want to work . I feel alone, sad, angry , anxious, sick and don’t want to feel this way . I have tried all I could in every way possible and don’t see answers. I don’t mean to put all my business out here because there’s so much more then just this situations going on in my life . I want to be set free and at peace I don’t want to feel this way . If you can please pray for me .