Rudy remained sober for almost 3½yrs, now a combination of alcohol & pain pills. I fasted and my Father revealed to me what I feared, it's been a cycle for over 10yrs and he loses himself in it to make him abusive. I need God's strength, and wisdom on what my steps should be, I don't want to listen to my flesh. Please stand in agreement with me in prayer, please. Blessings to all.